i mean, i had a GREAT new year's eve/new years, don't get me wrong. but now, i'm not sure if things are really working out for me. the whole thing with me being back at school was to work to make more money. but i'm only making only enough to pay for my room. sigh, being broke sucks. i need to find a second job. i want to find a second job. but there's no one hiring! i basically applied to almost every store at broadway mall. and on top of that, i can't drive. i've been wanting to get my license since like forever, but now i'm just terrified of driving. anyway, money's the least of my problems. my back still hurts. only now, its worse then ever. ugh. i didn't want to go through a box of bengay and icy/hot patches again, so i called momma mei up and asked her to make a doctor's appointment for me. and guess what? I HAD NO TIME TO GO. so the only option i have left right now is to go immediately after work and take a day off. i'm praying its nothing bad. ugh. whatever, i'm totally over it now.
oh yeah, you know what else sucks? insomnia.
caesar's bay, brooklyn, ny
i miss you.
