what the fuck, brookville hall?

okay, so i don't understand why girls that live on this floor that use the bathroom i go to are so fucking disgusting. i walked into all three stalls, and all three stalls were FILTHY. the first one i went into had freaking blood stains on the seat. EW. the second one i went into made me scream out "WTF" and i was so disgusted. i'd rather have seen someone's stool in there then bloody water. damn. that girl must have a fucking heavy period because that was DISGUSTING, probably the worst thing i've ever seen. the third stall i went into smelled like they missed the bowl when they peed. cmon! WE ARE NOT GUYS. unless of course it was a guy using it. but idk. this is just disgusting and im so sick of the lack of hygiene these girls have. wtf you're in college. learn how to do something you were taught to do since you were a toddler.

FLUSH THE FUCKING TOILET.

'tis the season.

thanksgiving is around the corner and there's so much i'm thankful for this year.. it's been a while since i've been thankful for anything. i mean, i wouldn't even be able to tell you what i was thankful for last year other than being grateful that i graduated out of high school and got into a good school. this year, i'm thankful for so much.

i'm thankful for God for letting me experience the pain i went through to learn from the mistakes i went through to get this far. the faith the He gave me to get through every day even when i thought "this is the end for me, i see nothing further in my life." the joy He let me experience through my friends and the things we did. and the protection He always gave me. He never failed to let me feel alone and scared when i was by myself. Thank You for always being there for me, even when i didn't believe You where there.

i'm thankful for my family. through the fights and struggles we go through daily, i'm glad that you're my family and we all know that we'll be a close family no matter what the problems are.

i'm thankful for the friends i've been able to keep back at home. even though i go to school, not so far away from home, my lack of effort to call you guys everyday never phased you guys. i'm just glad that after nine years of friendship, we're still friends. and for the friends that have been in my life for just a couple of months, i'm glad that we were able to get so close in such a short amount of time.

i'm thankful for the friends i've made at school. i can't complain that we all are so different in so many ways, hate each other, love each other, get annoyed, or whatever the case may be, we can always still be friends. we've created so many memories together that we can keep forever.

i'm thankful for the friends i've lost. seems weird that i'd be grateful to lose friends, but only because if it wasn't for you guys, i wouldn't have realized how fucked up you guys were. from being fake as fuck and hypocritical, i'm so HAPPY you all are not in my life anymore because i only enjoy life ten times more without you.

i'm thankful for my boyfriend; the one i love to hate and hate to love. you're the biggest goof i've ever met, and i've never been more happy. you're the only boyfriend that i've had thats so entirely different then the previous boyfriends. i couldn't be more happy to be with you even though i don't tell you this everyday. i'm glad that i randomly met you in my friends room while you used my textbook, bagged you on facebook and got your number (ooooh, like that don't you?) all on the same day. i think. but anyway, i'm a lot happier then i've been in a while and you're part of the reason. :)

i'm just thankful for those who are in my life, who made an impact.

happy thanksgiving everyone!